Day 15: All I do is eat and play volleyball

So yall know the usual... Practice from 9-12. This morning when I woke up I felt so sick so I ate thinking it would help... It didnt.. For about 2 hours I thought I was going to throw up... It was like so close but of course I pushed through it! I had our quote for practice today.. This reminds me so much of coach Swaney!

For lunch we went to Sonnys BBQ.. Everyone was so hungry that we ate so much so fast.. We could hardly move! I have never felt so full in my life!!! We had to push practice back 30 minutes because we were all so fat! Today at practice I killed this ball! But I came down weird.. It kinda hurt my foot! Nothing bad mom! Dont worry... Its just a little sore! After practice we lifted chest today! Dont worry yall... Im going to be huge by the time I come back!! 

Guess what came after all of that... KILL MYSELF!! 

Its about 8 and im seriously thinking about going to bed right now... isnt that so sad? Really all I do is Eat A LOT play volleyball... and sometimes sleep! Not enough though! Im tired all the time! At least tomorrow is friday... Saturday we are doing some team bonding thing and I get sunday off!! Unless we all half ass practice.. Then we will have practice sunday... Its sad because my off days... All I want to do is sleep! My life is so sad ahah