Day 142: I dont miss!!

Well this morning we went to some shooting thing haha it was like Larping for cowboys haha I didn't miss a single shot!! Curtis and mamma both missed 2!

After the shooting I came home and was goin to take a nap until Dave bribed me... He said if I took Ryan shopping he would but me shoes and lunch... I couldn't pass that up!! So we went.. I got new boots... Ryan got some church shoes and a sweater and then we got Sakura... We were getting deals all day... 30 dollars for 2 pairs of shoes...and A TON of food for 25 dollars...! It was a good day! After coming home and relaxing for a little I went and watched Taylor and tanner... Tanner was KILLING me! She was SOOO funny haha! When I got home Ryan, Curtis, and I all went to the gas station to get drinks! When we got home Ryan and I just sat in my room and talked while I put away all my clothes!

Day 141: doesn't everyone just love the dentist?!

Well this morning I had to go to the dentist to fix my broken tooth... Well it's so broken that it needs a crown so they drilled it clear to the bottom and then put a fake tooth in!! While I was there this girl kept on asking me personal questions and I was wondering why... Well pretty much her roommate liked Patrick and they talk a lot le whatever... So pretty much I got the whole "oh... You're her" yeah it was a little awkward... Whatever! I'm over him!! After the dentist I went to work! It was like I never left haha there is. Lot of stuff that changed but not too much! After work I went home and got ready for the day! Ryan and I went to

get dinner for the family and I saw coach Swaney on the way!! Gosh I missed that woman!! My mouth hurt soo bad that night I just took Advil pm and knocked out!! 

Day 140: HOME SWEET HOME

Well this morning started off super early! 5:30 to be exact! We left at about 6. I only got maybe an hour of sleep last night so when I was flying I literally slept the whole way! Shannan took Juli and I to the airport. And Juli and I hung out in the airport for a little until I had to leave.. We didn't cry so that's good!! The flights went by pretty fast because I was so tired but I kept on waking up with terrible neck pain! And im pretty sure from sitting so much it messed up my back! I took the shuttle home and once I got home I went to a little Christmas party thing for church. It was nice to see everyone again! I went to bed super early that night... No idea why I was so tired because I did NOTHING hahah JohnJohn and I skyped for a little bit before him and I went to bed!

Day 139: Last night in PTown

So today JohnJohn came over a little later and we hung out while I was packing. Everyone went to some party but I needed to stay and pack. He came over and we just hung out while I finished packing. Well before he came over Juli texted me while I was in the shower saying "it just hit me... im not going to see my bestfriend for a month" so of course I was super emotional from that and then JohnJohn kept on saying stuff like that and I almost started crying like 5 times! Once I got done packing him and I just turned on the TV and started talking... we were just talking about our favorite memories together and stuff like that haha it was nothing big. Then his friend Jordan came over and we all just watched TV together!!(:

Day 138: Its these little moments.

Today started off pretty early! Daniel called me and asked me if I was still going surfing! I knew it was going to be cold but I went anyways! The waves were prefect and everyone had a blast... I just watched... The water was WAYYY too cold for me!! So I just watch all of them surf! Well when everyone had left JohnJohn and I still just sat on the beach. Well I threw 1 pretzel and he freaked out saying birds were going to come... there were no birds even around so I threw another one me being the smart A that I am... I looked over... a whole FLOCK was heading out way... I got scared, dropped the pretzels and ran hahah I left it to JohmJohn to hide the pretzels! It was soo funny! I couldnt stop laughing the WHOLE TIME!!

Day 137: Lazy day with my fav!

Honestly all I did today was watch movies with JohnJohn!

Later that night I had to go to class! After class Juli and I went and peppered! And then the boys came over and they cooked for us! It was actually really good... yall will never guess what I ate... Deer, coon, armadillo, opossum, and skunk! During dinner I found out that Kyle was blacked out DRUNK and the whole time he was saying it was my fault because he just wanted to drink his feelings away bla bla bla! Stupid! He got so drunk they almost had to take him to the hospital! Zach and I went outside for a little and just talked about John and I! It took forever haha! None of us wanted to go to the bonfire so we just hung out and talked and told funny stories about dating haha then Juli came home and she was PISSED because she had to take care of Kyle! Once she got home we all started playing cards until about 3 again haha

Day 136: CUPCAKES!!

It was rough this morning to get out of bed and go to church but I knew I had to... Guess what... I got a calling... I am now in the Primary.. Oh goodness I knew it was just a matter of time! After church I went home and cleaned the whole house! After I cleaned Juli and I went to the store to get stuff for cupcakes! They turned out sooo cute!

When we took them to people I found out that Elf was playing so I asked my two hot dates to come over while we watch it!!! Then everyone started playing cards until about 3!

Meexhie was sooo interested in JohnJohns hunting life so of course John brought his bow in the house and was showing him hahah 

Day 135: Lame parties turn into pretty fun ones!

Durning the day we didnt much. A couple of us went and got something to eat and then Juli and I went to a Palatka basketball game.. As soon as we walked in I hear "why would two girls like you come to a Palatka baskeball game"? I have NEVER been so happy to see Joc haha! We walked into the gym and heard stuff like "damn" "I love those white girls" haha I have never been looked at so much in my life haha everyone was asking if Joc and I were together.. He said yes but I said no hahaha. The team won with 41 points.... it was soooo scrappy haha! Then we went to Daniels house for a party! It was supposed to be a softball party but they cancelled it! Daniels started off soooo lame! I was about to leave! but then it turned into a good time haha. Of course I ran the table of pong! Enrinque and Alec all tried to kiss me that night haha. We ended up having this dance party it was so funny hahah

Day 134: HOLY NEWS!!

Well today Juli and I literally spent all day in study hall getting these papers done!! Well at the end Kyle came in... sooo awkward! He kicked me... I thought it was the chair and it was a accident so I didnt say anything at all... Then he was like no nothing? I didnt even know what was going on... I was sooo into my paper haha. Well once I got home he asked if I hated him... Of course not! Then we started talking about our whole situation and he told me he loved me................................................................................................................ I literally didnt respond for about a good hour... JohnJohn was over and I had no idea what to do... Juli came over and her and I went outside and decided what to say.... Gee wizz was that awkward... Hahah

Day 133: I hate awkward moments...

Well today was just a normal day of school. Except my night class was only about 20 minutes long! After my night class Juli and I went and peppered! This is where it gets awkward... Kyle asked me if he could come over and JohnJohn was already on his way over.. I still had to do my research paper so I told kyle that... It wasnt a lie at all!! Well... Kyle drove by my house to get to his other friends... he saw John Johns truck... Then the snitch calls Daniel and asks him what the truck looked like.. Daniel of course got mad.. And kyle sent me a snap chat saying "I hope that paper with JohnJohn is going good." Of course I got mad because that is sooo immature! so I told him that if he was going to be like this we couldnt be friends! Of course he was like "fine by me" whatever it was dumb!

Day 132: I hate School

Well today Juli and I went and ran to the store and go my rent! Then we went to my house and tried to do our two research papers that were going to be due on friday! well... we got distracted by the crazy squirrels outside of my house sooo that didnt work out too well hahaha

Day 131: Back to good ol Palatka

I got a whole hour of sleep before I had to be up and on the shuttle to go home! I literally slept the whole drive and flights! When I stepped down I saw the twin with a cute little sign!! This is why I love Juli hahah she is the best boyfriend ever hahahah. We went and got dinner and talked about what we missed this last week! Then once I got home JohnJohn came over and we all kinda just hung out!

Day 130: Jazz game!

This morning I wok up and started to get ready. Jodi came over and her and I just talked about life! and everything that has happened with Patrick, Kyle, and JohnJohn!! Once she left I headed over to Justins and we got on the road to head to the Jazz game! Once we got there we went to eat at Crown Burger or something like that!

It was pretty good! The Jazz game started off super slow and they were down by twenty but then they started to come back and took the lead.. But in the end they lost by 2... It was still really fun so I wasnt too mad! Well then when we started to drive home Justin got wayyy too tired so I drove while he slept! The night before some girls called him drunk and he had to go and get her! So he only got two hours of sleep before he had to be up for work! I was wide awake so I was okay! So I drove the whole way home!!

day 129: Sunday fun day

Well today I went to church and it was really nice to see everyone again! Haha it was hard to go to all three hours of church! After church I went home and packed super fast because I was leaving to go to cedar to see Justin! well once I got there we hung out and watched Christmas movies... I fell asleep so fast! so I went to my grandmas around 12 because I was so tired!!

Day 128: Snow Boarding!!!

Well today was one of the best days because I got to go snow boarding!! I made a pretty cool video!!
(: It was a pretty good day because not really a lot of people were there but only 1 slope was open! To be honest I didnt eat it once!!1 It was just a great day with great friends!!!(:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S5RzA3aPzWQ&feature=youtu.be

When I got home the girls and I went to dinner and then got ice cream! It was nice to catch up with everyone!! 

Day 127: Day with the Girls!

Well today mamma randomly came in and said "do you wanna do something with me today?" so her and I went and I got my nails done and she got her toes done! After we got our stuff done we went to her work and then dropped something off at some ladies house! Well then I went and surprised Shae! After I dropped my mom off at the Dickens festival I picked up Rylee and Brooklyn and then went and picked up the other two girls because I promised them that I would spend at least one day with all of them! We went to the park for a couple hours... it was packed.. Soccer games were going on and so there was a lit of kids! The girls favorite toy thing was the swings! Tanner is a little dare devil... she was jumping out and standing up on the swings! We played tag for a while... Dang I was winded hahah they always wanted to go after me!!

Hahaha After the day with the girls Louis came over because we were having a beer pong tournament!! My mom is wayyyy too good hahahahaha that was a joke! But i love her anyways! Louis and I went into the championships with Ryan and Landon! Well they were winning us 9 to 2 and we came back to make it 1 to 1... This game went on FOREVER! Finally Ryan says "Jesus take the wheel" and makes it!! Louis and I had redemption and he missed and then Ryan was under the table because he said that he couldnt watch! I whispered that even if I missed everyone scream! He got soo mad because he thought that I made it and he went to punch me in the face but hit my knee haha after playing flip cup for a little bit we started getting out all of our snow boarding stuff for the morning! I waxed my board and then Louis and I fell asleep on the couch!

Day 126: Happy Thanksgiving!!

Well this morning of course I had to get all ready because I cant go see the whole family and look ugly.! Well I went and saw Kristi and the girls after her Turkey run! Once I came home we went up to cedar... Not really anyone was there. I was kinda sad to be honest! but I got to see Jodi so that made my day!! Everyone kept on asking how Florida is and how volleyball is... It was kinda annoying to be honest hahah I have never had to answer so many of the same questions in my life before hahaha.Well the whole family played basketball and volleyball so that was fun! I couldnt get off the Piano!! I havent played in sooo long and people kept on asking me to play more and more! So of course I did! After we went home  Louis came over and we watched Jurassic Park not 1 not 2 but 3 hahaha I havent seen that show in forever!! Some stuff was so cheesy hahah it was funny! Of course just like old times I fell asleep while Louis and I were talking.

Day 125: A day with my baby Carrot

Today Ryan, Carrot and I went to Cafe Rio! If you ask Ryan about this day he will just complain about how long it took me to get ready! Well I had to shower, dry my hair, curl it, then put make up on! We finally went to go and eat at about 3!

We went and ate and then picked Rylee up and went to walmart! After we went and got ice cream and then come home and hung out for a little.. After we played water pong hahah of course Carrot and I were winning!!

It was funny because when we were playing a mouse was in the house!! My little redneck came out hahah I got it!!

When we were done playing Carrot and I went to get into the hot tub well Kyle called me and asked how things went with Patrick and I! So once I heard it for myself I texted Patrick and I told him that I wanted no more from him! so thats it between him and i!

Day 124: Home isnt the same!

Well this morning started off super early!! I got about an hour of sleep because I was so excited to come home! I left the house around 5:30 in order to get to the airport at about 7! Well once I got on the plane I started thinking "something is going to go wrong" well once I landed I surprised Patricks family! Only his mom knew I was coming and his brother freaked out! and this his dad cried!! Well they drove me home and then I got a little ready! I went to Patricks house and surprised him!

 No lie... It was a little weird and awkward! After I said hi to the whole family and everything we had to go to dinner so i could surprise my family!! When i got there I knocked and all the girls ran out and tackled me!!  After dinner I went and surprised Kels and then Carrot!!

Well once my night started to settle down a little Patrick and I went and watched a movie... Well this is where my feeling was right.. He said something to me and I just started crying and I knew things were way too different for him and I to pick up where we left off. We decided that we were not going to be anything after Christmas... After she left Gines and her little guy friend came over and they made fun of me for the way I talked hahaa. John John and I facetimed for a little after they left and then I went to bed!